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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀> I mostly play tf2, sometimes genshin, and rarely cs2. Pretty much at this
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀point I only play tf2 and nothing else. If you plan on adding me, the requirement ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀is we had some sort of interaction in tf2 or you were in my game. Or if we have
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀mutual friends I will accept.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Discord: wasder8589
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀A B O U T⠀⠀M E
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀> H o r n y.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀> I have bipolar disorder, if you happened to see me ingame acting
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀very rude, excuse me for that. I am probably having a bad day. Also, if you
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀want to befriend me, I would like to put heavy emphasis on bipolar
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀disorder.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀(ranting part, can scroll down and ignore.)
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀I meet someone new, we have great conversations, but then depressive
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀episode randomly hits. Brain fog, unorganized thoughts, delusional thinking,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀poor memory, for me it's like as if I am a different person suddenly. Thoughts
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀my true self wouldn't think of or consider. I went through psychosis several
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀times, and when I am in a depressive episode, obviously since I can't think
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀I can't come up with topics to talk about, questions to ask to improve the
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀friendship and bond together leading to it getting stale and they cut ties with
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀me, or get frustrated with me, label me as ignorant and other insulting names.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀It's a cycle, get out of depressive episode with a clear mind, relearn all the things
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀I forgot advice and knowledge wise, improve slowly, rebuild self esteem, get out of ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀a self loathing mindset, but then depressive episode f*cks me over and undoes all ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀the work I put into myself. It's a damn cycle. If you want to really be my friend, all ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀I ask for you is to have compassion and patience with me, And if it isn't clear yet,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I struggle with I struggle with critical thinking, being logical and rational. I try my
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀my best to be logical and rational but my bipolar disorder imposes difficulties
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀on doing so.
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀I N T E R E S T S
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀> playing games
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀> reading about psychology stuff (if I am able to think coherently)
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀> walking
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀> talking to/meeting people (mostly online)
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀> listening to music
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀> drawing
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　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　Playlist:
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　1. natori - Absolute Zero
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　2. Eight Beat Berserker Music Video
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　3. Bl OST - Let me go Seaside
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　4. usedcvnt - just leave me to bleed
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　5. インソムニア (INSOMNIA) – Eve Music Video
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　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　Favorite Genres:
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　1. J-Pop/Vocaloid
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　2. Rock
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　3. Phonk
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　4. Ambience (Antent etc)
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